Cleaning Up
So. I'm moving away from Texas. It seems like I just arrived. Alone, in a big state. Now I'm packing up my room. There are only a few things left in the kitchen, bathroom and by my computer. There are also a dozen or more new people in my life who I dread having to say good-bye to. There are some who have taken care of me. There are some who showed me that I can have fun on a school night. And there are some who have taught me a thing or two about myself, even if they didn't try. All in all, I'm going to miss them... Alot. The worst thing is, a good handful of those important people, I just got to know about 2 weeks ago. I'm just getting to know them now, but it feels like we have all been friends for years. Isn't it funny how life works like that.
The "Q", as we affectionately refer to our building (short for Bachelor Officers Quarters - BOQ) has been an interesting living experience. I walk through some of the corridors and notice everyone's door closed and latched. Quiet and seemingly lifeless except for the occasional laughter or loud tv/radio through the paper thin walls. Then you visit the second floor, the 44-47 section of the hall. The doors are open and there is music, chatter and people from all different parts of the building coming down to visit those open and friendly doors. Those doors are those of myself, Gennaro and Chad. They were the first people I met here. They took me to Hooters for my first time down on the Riverwalk. They celebrated St. Patty's day and my birthday. They brought other people, who I would never have met otherwise, into my life. Our open doors, have opened doors. And in 36 hours, my door will be shut.
The door that remains open is the one that has allowed all these people into my life. Not the door that is marked 3244, but the commaraderie that I have developed with these great men and women who serve beside me in the US Army. And that is why, at midnight, I sit here writing this entry, to procrastinate a bit longer on haveing to pack my stuff into a billion bags an load up my trunk. Maybe some how not getting all that stuff together will slow down time, so I can have that last conversation. Maybe not.
Cleaning up my room has made me realize how easily we allow people to come into and out of our lives. And how easy it is to take for granted how much those people mean to us in the end, no matter how much or how little time was involved.
Take care fellow OBCers. My door is always open. Just walk in.
